...A traveller on a journey...

Monday, September 29, 2008

Salam Syawal yg bakal tiba tidak lama lagi....

With this entry, i shall take a break from blogging for a while (insya Allah), ..though might still hop on fellow sisters' blogs for updates and beneficial articles, from time to time =)

4:37 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

so much abt being puzzled on the road closure for F1, but when we heard the loud engines vroomming by...everyone got excited..including me. muehehehe.

so happily we took turns to go up the wooden staircase that leads to the library upstairs, where there's a big glass window there. and we watched in amusement the colourful mini cars that zooms by at high speed every few seconds apart. whoah...so thrilling to see. (sejak bila pulak saya pandai tengok car race ni??? oh no!!!) kakakah. haizz..apa nak dikato?

3:42 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

it is believed that syaitans are chained during Ramadhan. however, was told that the jinns and its kuncus2 are still around...from past experiences and not-so-past experiences... agree fully to it..

but then, they too are just the 'means' or 'alat' for the test to take place..

all in all, good happenings or bad happenings, hope i'll not forget to be thankful, to turn to Him always...(sapa lagi yg boleh tolong kita??)

hope to remember always that this world is a trial ground...

and nothing is to be taken too badly or seriously.. (wah cakap senang eh?) hehehehe.
*note to self* - cakap serupa bikin tak??? :-/ adeihhhhh...
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"Know that whatever happens to you was decreed for you, and whatever you have missed out was never meant for you."

3:10 PM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Time seems to fly....it feels like Ramadhan just only begin and now is coming to an end in just a week's time....

They left for umrah yesterday....gonna miss them....especially those 2 sisters.... I wonder if i will have the chance to be there some day too?

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I was relieved when the husband said he'll send me to work today. Coz i had unexplained lethargy/sleepiness after subuh. so the thot of climbing the overheard bridge and walking all the way to simei mrt station just seems like...urggghh...not to mention boarding the crowded trains. even after being dressed up for work, the sleepiness didn't go away and the instant dark eye rings beneath the eyes couldn't be concealed properly despite being plastered with layers of concealer. but perhaps i did successfully made the under-eye area look ter-kelabu asap maybe? hahaha (asal sendiri bahagia).

nevertheless the sleepiness suddenly gone when i saw the long massive jam as we approach nicoll highway. many roads were blocked and we had to go round and round a few roads before finally reaching our destination but had to stop some distance away too from the usual spot coz part of the roads there were blocked as well. All because of the F1 race thingie.

its strange sometimes the happenings of this world. roads that are being used daily by thousands of people for more important purpose gets blocked just for some car race? haizz..apa nak dikato??

12:40 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Hopes to be able to make good use of the remaining Ramadhan...

Allah has been Most Kind, Most Patient...that it brings me to shame.

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"Sesungguhnya hati itu berkarat seperti karatnya besi. Sahabat2 bertanya bagaimana utk mensucikannya ya Rasulullah?

Baginda menjawab: Dengan membaca Al-Quran dan mengingati mati."

12:50 PM

Monday, September 15, 2008

my first online purchase of abaya... luv the matching scarf as well =) boleh simpan utk hari raya Alhamdulillah :-)

Loving it ^_^

11:05 PM

Dalam keasyikkan mengingati Mu, dunia menjadi tiada bererti..

Dalam keasyikan mengagungkan Mu, kerinduan sukar dibendung...

Jika ku punya pilihan, ingin ku kekal senantiasa dalam keadaan ini...

namun hambaMu tiada daya dan upaya, hanya mengikut arus ketetapanMu

Tiada persoalan, tiada hak membantah, kerana segalaNya milik mutlakMu

Tuhanku, Kau mengetahui segala rahsia hidupku

Namun diriku tidak Kau sisih...

Berulang kali Kau bertanya, 'nikmatKu yg mana satu yg kamu nafikan?'

Malunya aku...

Hebatnya Kau wahai Tuhanku..

Aku bersyukur menjadi hambaMu..

Aku bahagia Kau adalah Tuhanku...

11:28 AM

Thursday, September 11, 2008

my urgent leave was cancelled since we need not be there today afterall, a place that wld rather not be stepping into, but our family may have to go there sooner or later. i think i'm still quite numb most of the time to all thats been happening lately. maybe its delayed reaction?? there is no shock either when i was informed what happened yesterday. except for the occasional tinge of sadness which will be quickly brushed off. i hope i'm not abnormal? anyway i'm quite scared when i start to cry hard over something.

But seeing Mummy cried so hard last nite made me ALMOST broke down too. being the eldest sibling, i have been reminded i need to be strong. insya Allah...Adik has been a strong girl too.. I do believe there is a hikmah behind all that has happen and still happening. The life of this world is but a test.

Meantime life still has to go on ....may we be amongst the guided ones.. Amin.
Innalillahi wainnailaihi roji'un

10:50 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Alhamdulillah...Even tho it might take time and might be a challenge a times ,... altho there might be k.o. periods again, moments where i search frantically for iman so, so afraid of losing precious iman, afraid if i might get carried away dgn ujian dunia yg fana, so afraid if i will drift far from Him....but somehow it does get better....and am truly grateful for that....

As for dad, slowly we are beginning to adapt to the changes in him.... nothing happens without Allah's permission.... we have to sabar and redha.... insya Allah...

We are into the 3rd day of the very blessed month of Ramadhan..i hope this year, i could get a feel of how its like to hv iftar at masjid one of these days =) insya Allah.

6:20 PM