Wednesday, September 28, 2005
(1) I take a long time to warm up to people. dunno why lor...so shy leh..betol. have to meet like 1 thousand times or more then maybe the shyness completely goes away..but if via msn or email or sms, wah rancak sungguh "bebual". but then again i'm trying bit by bit to come out from that "shell"..
(2) i can't eat kerang!! when i was a kid, my dad use to force me to eat it saying it will tambah darah, but one day i vomitted all the kerang out, and since then dad didn't dare force me eat it already. the smell of kerang makes me nauseous too. but after marriage, i did rebus kerang for hubby a few times when he had the craving to eat it with sambal belacan. but i still can't make myself to eat it lor.
(3) i can't stay home alone at nite...
so i need to tag 3 other people rite? these are the chosen ones..hehehe..
(1) Ina
(2) Hanna
(3) Chikine
7:28 PM
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Friday, September 16, 2005
then got the really sad news from hubby abt his fren who is now in coma. really felt sorry for his fren who has been thru a lot lately. really hope he recovers soon...
Then there was the problems at work...things just seems to be going wrong sometimes. The worst was this afternoon when a system error caused the attachment that i issued out to somehow show the wrong document which dated way back in 2002! something which even the IT staff couldn't explain and this particular paper goes out to very important ppl in the various ministries. i was too shocked for words when i found out wat had happened. luckily my boss didn't "jump" at me and we resend another email manually. then had to answer to some hr-related matters as well. at least now case is closed. but all the anxiety at work took its toll on my poor tummy so i had diarrhoea earlier. sedih kan?
i received a surprise email from someone i've not heard for a couple of years too...had mixed feelings when i read the email. brought back some bittersweet memories...cedebahhhh!
ok lah enuff of my merepek-ness for today...will be meeting kavitha later and i'm so looking foward to seeing her, not easy to meet this lady nowadays with her tight schedule juggling her studies, exams, work and upcoming big event in her life *wink*
6:11 PM
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Monday, September 12, 2005
Hubby is doing niteshift today. And i'm feeling pms-sy again. abt 10mins ago, i called up hubby and tell him its raining heavily, and whether he'd like to take mc. see the things i can do when i'm feeling pms-sy. But anyway hubby did say that he was feeling feverish at abt 6plus this morning. So kalau tak sedap badan kan lebih baik rehat pat rumah je. betol tak? anyway i really dread him riding to work in the rain. but he was stubborn and said he's going to work altho i thot he didn't sound like himself. put down the phone with a heavy heart. as i was typing this entry halfway, i decided to call him back again. called his hp coz i thot he'd be at the carpark warming up his bike. no answer. so i thot nevermind just try to call home then mana tahu he's still packing his stuff and will be late. our tenant answered the phone to my surprise. said my hubby just threw up. poor hubby and u still thinking of going to work like that??? asked our tenant to pass the phone over to hubby and this time he said he'll see a doctor. our tenant said he can accompany my hubby to the doctor. but i didn't want to trouble him, told him i'll accompany hubby later.
So now i guess i'm just going to have to find a spare umbrella around the office and brave the storm. Ya Allah, lindungi lah hamba Mu ini hingga ku selamat pulang ke rumah. Amin.
7:25 PM
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Friday, September 09, 2005
Once i reached mom's place, i was still a little restless. But the long chat with kavitha over the phone made me felt a little better. We talked abt a lot of stuffs tat was bothering us, it was quite therapeutic. after that had my dinner and bath and did all the necessary things. still can't sleep...finally slept at nearly 3am.
today only came in to office in the afternoon. still a little tired. but looking foward to the national healthy lifestyle walkathon this evening. first time i'm participating in this.. hehe...hope its not going to be boring...
4:41 PM
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Thursday, September 08, 2005
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Still have yet to book an appt with the animal clinic to get my little furball, Tweety sterilised. Was hoping to get it done this weekend. She's abt 7mths old now, and showing signs of "mengenyam" already, so i guess we better get it done soon. As it is, now she's already so montel even before the sterilisation process, and cats generally gets healthier and chubbier after sterilisation, so i can imagine her becoming even more montel after this!! thinking of her cute little face makes me feel like keromos-ing her now...she's so bulat but her head is kinda small tho. Chappee was also abt 7mths old when he was sterilised then. Still remember how pitiful he looked just after the sterilisation..but within hours he had regained his strength. And now i'll have to go thru this process soon again for Tweety, and i heard for female cats its worse coz the surgery is kinda major and takes longer time to heal. Kavitha if u are reading this (i noe u will :p), drop me a tip or two how u nursed ur Montot back to health after she was sterilised okie?
Time for me to call it a day and head for home now...very penat already...
6:49 PM
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Monday, September 05, 2005
Decided to take a cold shower..err..not really that cold, was a lukewarm shower to bring the temp down. After that kept myself busy in the kitchen. I thot maybe by doing that maybe i'd feel better. but still rasa macam tak ok gitu and sitting down doing nothing is not making me feel any better. So i decided ok why not go hv a walk at Lot 1, treat myself to bubble tea while waiting for hubby to be back from work. Sempat amik temp before leaving for Lot 1, thermometer showed 38.0. popped another 2 panadols and i thot maybe once i go out in the cool breeze i felt better. Bad decision. As soon as i reach cck central, was feeling so weak that i just had to find a place to sit down, tapi sempat pulak beli bubble tea first before finding a spot to sit. Felt so dehydrated and my head and body was aching all over. Talk to an ex-kolig over the phone to distract myself from the head and body ache.. as soon as i felt a little better, got up and made my way home slowly. tak larat rasanyer nak jalan2 pat lot 1 as i had initially planned. kan selenge tu!
told hubby i wanna see a doc if the fever is not getting better by tonite. but by the time hubby reached home i was feelin a little better altho still feverish. had dinner and watched tv. and then this little mischevious furball had to go missing..
Searched for her on the lower and upper floors but couldn't find her so got a scolding for nothing for leaving the door open... lately this cheeky "girl" has been getting visits from the male cat from tingkat bawah.. i think my "anak dara" who is now abt 7mths old is reaching puberty soon and thus giving off those "scents" that seems to be attracting male cats to our doorstep on the 6th floor. have to get her sterilised real soon before we get unwanted pregnancies problems..lol. anyway since we couldn't find her that nite, i could just pray that she'll be safe and return home soon. next morning i woke up my fever was gone and i had the urge to just look for her one more time on the lower and upper floor before i start putting up the missing cat notice. i walked past the 5th floor and kept calling out her name...nothing...just when i was about to go up again, i heard a meow, and i recognised that meow..it belongs to my little furball. so i called out again and she responded again. only thing i couldn't see where she was altho i could hear her meowing away... then finally i traced her meowing to the little "storeroom" along the corridor, opened it and there she was inside. gosh! wonder why anyone locked her up in such a cramped space with no air inside. luckily she was alrite and hugged her all the way home. phew!
Alamak panjangnyer my entry today. guess tats abt it for this episode. coz its almost time for me to go back already....
6:26 PM
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Thursday, September 01, 2005
As for myself, just feel like smacking myself hard, really hard! coz i've been getting worked up and upset abt things that i should just forget abt it. But i just can't :( So wat happens next? i get insomnia and migraine and gastric etc. Worth it tak? apsal lah ako ni macam ni ah? I'm not like this dulu... *sigh* i don't feel good today either, macam nak fall sick gitu.
The other day i was having a walk at one of the shopping centres when i heard this song "Plush" by stone temple pilots being played. I don't even understand that song actually. but i like the guitar. Hubby would play me all kinds of songs on his guitar almost 10yrs back and i would sit there mesmerised looking at him playing his guitar and this was one of the songs he could play. Biasalah ni mesti tactic nak pikat pompuan..kekekekeke..Those were the days..i dunno if shld get him a guitar tong as a gift or something so that he can play me songs again...hmmm..*starts dreaming*
4:58 PM
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