Sesungguhnya i have forgotten the existence of this particular song. its been few years now since i stop listening to them. depressing rock /angst-ridden songs was like a companion during late teens till about mid twenties. not sure why i was inclined towards those type of songs then when most of my schoolmates then were into boybands and love songs. those times, its like i got a high listening to such songs, especially when i was feeling down... ntah apa2 saja..hehehe ..can't believe it myself also at times...
only when the realisation came that the soul needed plenty of recovery (pemulihan)...i had to filter what goes into the ears. i remember an islamic quote (by Imam Hassan Al-Banna if i'm not wrong) that says the eyes and ears are 2 open doors, whatever that goes into it reaches the heart...
i guess once in a while tu boleh dengar lah tapi tak boleh selalu sangat macam dedulu...