Tuesday, June 03, 2008
As we were walking home together, it felt like those dark phase of our marriage just seem very distant now. Once a upon a time it was just so crazy and everything looked hopeless. My legs would get weak and wobbly a few times then trying to swallow and face everything that was happening one after another, and I wondered if I was going to collapse and die from it all one day. It was just too much for me. But Allah guided me back to Him just when I felt I could take it no more and I felt something within that I have never felt before in my whole life that made me cry like a baby that fateful nite. Allahu Akhbar. And since then little miracles have happened. And is still happening. As for our marriage journey, its feels more special now than during the early pengantin baru period. The ups and downs do happen just like in any marriages, but its much more cope-able and easier to manage now. Alhamdulillah. They say “what doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger?”
I hope for a life and marriage blessed by Allah. Amin.
“Wahai Tuhan kami. Janganlah Engkau memesongkan hati kami sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisiMu, kerana Engkaulah Maha Pemberi.” – (Ali-Imran: 8)
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On another note, as soon as we reach our doorstep yesterday, takde angin takde rebut, the cup of bubble tea just slipped off my hand. Lebih menyedihkan when I pick it up again, realized the cup had already bocor, thus it was raining bubble tea and pearls right in front of our door. Lol. Ketawa sampai sakit perut. Terpaksa kutip balik pearls2 yg berterabuh depan pintu and then simbah dengan air to avoid ants. Hope my clumsiness lessens as times goes by…
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