I feel like...urggghh on days when i'm distracted with much of worldly matters... That should be the last thing on my mind. Coz i have a lot to catch up on in terms of un-worldly matters. A LOT!! and time and days are just ticking away, not stopping to wait for anyone of us.... i just wish i could wake up!! not kejap bangun, kejap terleka lagi...aduhhhhh... sigh..
I miss that feeling of fear within... not fear towards "benda2"tu..hehe..but...the kind of fear that will help guide towards being a Takwa person...
so mendak i am abt going to work pagi ni that i didn't even realise that i forgot to wear ring. until the husband koling and sindir, wah today u single ah?? cincin tertinggal kat rumah. and i didn't even notice it missing from the finger :-o
on another note, the soul is hungry for more "n0urishment"... miss being in masjid. need to buck up on time management. masa tu emas kan.
*poof*
Nabi s.a.w. bersabda;"Tiada seorang Muslim yang mati pada hari atau malam Jumaat melainkan Allah akan menyelamatkannya dari ujian kubur.” - Riwayat Ahmad & Attirmidzi
It always reminds of me of arwah nenek who passed away on a Friday afternoon 20 years ago.
Errm...now that there's a kompiter at home, i'm feeling a bit guilty updating blog at work..hmm, ok ok lets keep it short :p till next time....
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how true is the above. Just when u feel like u r progressing, then u find urself faltering again and iman takes a deep plunge. Insya Allah, its just a phase...
Dated 16 July 07 : "biasalah manusia didunia ni beraneka ragam. tapi kalo kita pandang sebaliknya, kita tahu smua adalah lakunan yg telah ditetapkan, termasuk kita juga. so lihat ajelah & bersabar."
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Soothing pearls from the Quran:
"...And We have made some of you as a trial for others: will you have patience? And your Lord is Ever All-Seeing" (Al-Furqan: 20)
"Any blessing you have is from Allah. Then when harm touches you, it is to Him you cry for help." (An-Nahl: 53)
"Know that the life of this world is only play and amusement, pomp and mutual boasting among you, and rivalry in respect of wealth and children. (It is) like a rain (Ghayth), thereof the growth is pleasing to the tiller; afterwards it dries up and you see it turning yellow; then it becomes straw. But in the Hereafter (there is) a severe torment, and (there is) forgiveness from Allah and (His) pleasure. And the life of this world is only a deceiving enjoyment." [Al Hadid: 20]
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Time seems to fly when on leave. And its saturday oredi today. The husband is on morning shift today. After seeing him off to work, went back to zzz. letih sket semalam tido nearly 2 pagi. last nite wasn't that good for both of us. but tak mo pikir2 lagi. semalam sudah pun berlalu bersama segala isinya... teringat syarahan semalam, tak sesuatu pun yg dijadikan Allah dgn sia-sia. apa pun berlaku, think positive. easier said than done at times, but still hati ni berkobar2 to be a more positip person. Insya Allah.
Tgh syok update blog, kedengaran suara org jerit kat luar "telecom"..aiks! cepat nah datang, suppose to come 2-4 pm tapi kul 11.30 dia dah muncul. kelam kabut jap dibuatnya, sarung baju panjang and tudung, simpan baju2 yg masih tersidai kat bilik etc. macam nak pingsan bila dia cakap barang2 dalam store nak kena keluarkan as well in order to do the drilling/wiring. just cleared the store, sib baik no heavy items. heheh. chappee has froze himself beside the small gap at the dressing table. chichi girl a bit more brave, sitting on the bed sambil memerhatikan apa org tu buat.. - my faithful bodyguard..kakakah. just carried her onto my lap. so huggable. vet kata her weight dah bleh maintain..coz for female cat normal weight range is 4-5kg and she's now 5.26kg. macam beras 5kilo. lenguh tangan kalau dukung lama2...
wokay till next update....adios...