I'm trying to put the past behind and move foward, but i still get pulled backward into the same cycle again. I'm tired. Yet i'm not taking control of the situation and just going with the flow. Why? i don't know too. Altho it takes its toll on me.
On a lighter note, my little furball is getting...rounder!! so huggable. she purrs loud like a motorboat each time she's stroked. chappee and her are bestest of frens now, they are inseparable. thats them sleeping together in the basket i just got them few weeks back..will post some close-up shots of them soon.
