And this entry is specially dedicated to a dear fren who's been tirelessly lending me her ears and giving me encouragement especially these 2 days when i was feeling low again. Thanks so much to you awak. I feel bad semalam "kacau" awak, tak perasan it was already past midnite. I really appreciate your support and words of encouragement.
I'm feeling a bit relieved now. I feel like such a problematic person at times *sigh*. Earlier today was the worst when i started feeling hopeless and everything just felt like too much :( But thanks once again to this dear fren, who let me see things from a different perspective.
I still feel a bit lousy inside, but its not as bad as it was the past 2 days. Guess having "that time of the month" also contributed to making the problems seems much worse. I just need some good rest, t.l.c. and i guess i'll be alrite...