Wednesday, July 27, 2005
as soon as we got home, wasted no time, wash up and terus plonk myself on the bed. it was already past midnite by then. woke up at ard 5.45 and realised it was raining heavily...whooohoo, wat a nice weather. switched off the aircon and shut the windows.. its still early so apa lagi, went to zzzz again. hubby had said earlier he will be sending me to work so ada chan nak bangun lambat sikit. was hoping the rain would have stopped by then coz hubby won't be able to send me to work if its still raining, he don't dare to take bike in the rain with me, too dangerous he said. woke up at ard 7am..ok still early..still can afford to nap a little while more..and i realised it was nearly 8.10am the next time when i looked at the clock. oh nooo!!! jialat already. and its still drizzling which means i'm going to get nagging if i ask hubby to send me to work in the rain at the last minute. but if i'm going to take the train, i'm going to be super late for work. no choice, after mandi, buat muka kesian and wake hubby up and tell him my pathetic story. he pet pot a bit and send me to work anyway. the ride to work was so cooling and romantic. but 2 accidents we saw along the way made hubby pet pot again abt how risky it is sending me to work in this kind of weather. i understand his concerns and i do feel bad abt it also. but anyway later, there was this huge lorry that started tail gating us on the highway. me still phobia ever since being hit by a car from behind 3yrs back. so i told hubby if he could speed up as i was getting uneasy, i refer to those big vehicles as "big monsters"..hehe..he thot i was trying to ask him to hurry up so that i could reach work faster and put our safety at risk... i was misunderstood, ironically at times need to speed up for safety reasons too, especially when a big monster with a monster for a driver is behind u tailgating closely..grrrr. so after explaining why i ask him to speed up earlier, i started sulking. and thats when all the pet pot stopped and hubby tried to make funny faces to make me laugh. i told him i want to continue sulking coz when i'm not sulking he will pet pot and when i sulk then he'll be nice..hehehe..bleh gitu? but ni merajok olok2 je lah.
i think i also need to get something to take to boost my energy level, i've been feelin lethargic lately. :-/ when i'm tired it shows on my face. what's good for boosting energy level and improving blood circulation ah?
8:59 AM
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Sunday, July 24, 2005
And this entry is specially dedicated to a dear fren who's been tirelessly lending me her ears and giving me encouragement especially these 2 days when i was feeling low again. Thanks so much to you awak. I feel bad semalam "kacau" awak, tak perasan it was already past midnite. I really appreciate your support and words of encouragement.
I'm feeling a bit relieved now. I feel like such a problematic person at times *sigh*. Earlier today was the worst when i started feeling hopeless and everything just felt like too much :( But thanks once again to this dear fren, who let me see things from a different perspective.
I still feel a bit lousy inside, but its not as bad as it was the past 2 days. Guess having "that time of the month" also contributed to making the problems seems much worse. I just need some good rest, t.l.c. and i guess i'll be alrite...
1:40 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
I really hope this feeling goes away soon...and if its coz that time of the month is coming soon, copat2 lah datang rather than give me mood swings like this. On top of that its been 2 days since mommy called me. usually she calls me at least once a day. I heard the story from my sis but i thot it was unreasonable of her to make such remarks. so i merajuk and didn't call her yesterday too, but i was hoping she might call me, but she didn't. so no choice i have to make that first move again today, i'll call her later after work. *sigh* maybe i'll feel better after that..
7:07 AM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
tsk. tsk. tsk.
hmm just as i glance the date at my blog entry, i realised it was the 18th yesterday. This date is related to 1 major event in my life and 1 not-so-major event. Lets start with the not-so-major one : I start work at this place on 18th sept 1996. My first job after school. And for the major event in my life, or should i add, in a woman's life: got married to my first & only love on 18th february 2002. So nari genap lah 8 years, 10mths and 1 day since i "berkerak" in this office..lol..dan genap 3 tahun 5 mths and 1 day hidup sebagai suami isteri. Alhamdulilah.
6:24 AM
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
And the "veteran" member lazing around on our bed.
5:54 AM
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
work has also been quite hectic too these 2 days. Cik Puan is back in the office altho by rite she should only be back on 14th. but she looks perfectly alrite tho, i didn't notice her chickenpox scars, but i sure notice her not-so-good mood. Actually Cik Puan ni looks quite pretty especially when she smiles. but nak tengok dia sunyum during working hours not that easy. But then, she has this angry laugh when she's scolding someone sometimes. Then i hv this other boss, one rank below Cik Puan, dia ni plak suka keluarkan sikat from his back pocket and comb his hair as he walk down the cubicles. Then there's another colleague beside me, whom is always all smiles, bila kena marah ngan boss, he laughs, banyak keje pon ketawa. very positive person. his infectious laughter never fails to crack all of us up altho i dunno wat he's laughing abt at times. But he's really a nice fella with a good heart. these are some of the characters in my workplace..hehe.
Oh well, i'm feeling gloomy today, just like the weather is rite now, all dark, cold and gloomy...
8:21 AM
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
Kenangan bersamanyer till those final moments masih segar di ingatan.
U'll always have a special place in my heart, Mak.
Buat Allahyarhamha Rokiah Bte Sariman, ku doakan semoga dosa2nyer diampunkan Allah swt dan rohnyer ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yg beriman. Amin.
10:30 AM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
My big boss just retired recently. So we have a new big boss, we shall refer to her as Cik Puan. And i also have a new boss. braper banyak nyer boss dahhh..Actually 5 altogether. Cik Puan is down with chicken pox. But being the workaholic that she is, every day she still calls the office and ask me to check her emails and print out the important ones out. Then when sumer dah balik, Cik Puan comes to the office to clear her work and collect the printouts. Aiyoooh Cik Puan u need all the rest *sigh* As for my new boss,so far so good, nampak baik orgnya. phew.
wah piang i'm feeling so tired now. going to get my favourite cup of bubble tea again later. i'm so addicted to it. but the nyonya at the kedai under my blok said, too much bubble tea not good. hmmm...but i can't help it. *auntie, one honey green tea pls!* :P
10:21 AM
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Friday, July 01, 2005
I managed to download the msn messenger today in the ofis, sungguh tak sangka that we could do that coz yahoo messenger has been blocked for downloading. but the minus point is that unlike the web messenger, this one starts to blink2 when there is a new msg thus when my boss/manager is here asking me to retrieve something on the computer and the msn goes blink2..alamak!! its so attention-grabbing. wonder if i should just revert back to using web messenger. hmmm....
Poor hubby is showing signs of getting the flu, having fever and cough now already
Takpe laling i'll make u porridge and be ur unqualified nurse tonite :P 
7:04 AM
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