Thursday, June 30, 2005
3:34 AM
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Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Hai cik abang, ni practice dulu ke? :p
And this was Chappee's muka boring on the first day we brought tweety bird home. sampaikan he refuse to look at me when i call him...ish ish ish, dahsyat kan. but now they are getting along just fine and started to play catching already. phew. quite a relief.
7:49 AM
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
I'm praying for some miracles to happen, i do believe in miracles. but sometimes when i'm at my weakest point, my hope plunges to almost zero and tats when i need a little push from loved ones and dear frens to help me get back up on my feet again. Anyway I don't want to make it seem like as tho i'm suffering some kind of humongous problem or anything like that. I don't want it to seem exaggerated or get dramatic abt it :P But at the same time i also cannot be ignorant abt it. We'll have to think of some solutions to the problems. Preferably long term solutions. If tats not possible, then just berserah pada Nya and hope for the best.
On another note, this few days i'm unable to tag my blog frens, and its so frustrating. something wrong with shoutbox ah. must kena shout already..hehehe
Last but not least Chappee now has a new found "fren". remember the kitty i posted in the earlier entry. Brought it or rather her home last weekend. At first Chappee merajok and i was thinking oh no i just thot he'd feel better having a playmate and he merajok pulak with me. But as days goes by, i'm seeing much improvements now. Phew. They are starting to play with each other altho not too close yet. will try to post some pics of them next week.
Till then have a good weekend everyone :)
8:53 AM
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Friday, June 17, 2005
Last nite ngaji was at my fren's place, even that 3 mins walk to her place made me all thirsty and tired and my hingus asyik nak terkuar je by the time i reached my fren's place. terpaksa tahan hidong ngan tissue, nak buang hingus depan2 org macam tak senonoh pulak kan..hehehe, so i just wipe my nose every now and then when i feel "it" dripping out. after ngaji, makcik tanya "ni sakit2 ni dah ada "ooor" ke?" i was like quite blur, "ooor tu apa cik?" i asked her back sambil mengesat hidong. she looked at my fren and both of them smiled and she asked again dah ada apa2 ke? ler ke situ pulak cik ni..wish i could nod my head and said "yes" but too bad still had to shake my head and just smile and said eh takde lah cik, blom ada lagi...and i could feel blood rushing up to my face then, there i go blushing again. blame it on my mom who said she loved drinking strawberry milk while she was pregnant with me, so i came out all pinkish she said..hehe. altho i'm no longer pinkish now, more to brownish now, but i turn red at almost all situations, angry-turn red, happy-turn red, shy-turn red, geram-turn red, sometimes for no reason at all i turn red. my sis said macam tomato.
Here at work, 2 of our bosses have retired. so i'll be getting new bosses soon. Wonder how's things going to be like when the new boss takes over. only time will tell. hopefully its not as bad as we worry abt.
8:54 AM
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005
Reached the puberty ceremony function in yishun nearly 8pm...it was so grand and elaborate, looked more like a wedding to me. siap ngan pelamin lagik..hehe. Anyway Is and me didn't stay there for that long, her bf was also waiting for her outside :) suddenly i felt sad tat hubby had to work coz that means i had to go back all alone to mom's place in tampines :(
While in the cab back to tampines, i sms-ed hubby saying how nice it would be if we could meet up a while before he goes for his patrol duty till 4am that nite..didn't expect to be able to meet hubby coz he was allowed to go home for a while je to change etc and had to report back at hq by 11pm. but tidak ku sangka hubby replied back and said we could meet up a while and ask if i mind dropping by cck a while as he couldn't come all the way to tampines due to lack of time. of course i don't mind...hehehe...so i was already on the PIE heading towards tampines when i told the apek teksi that i'm going cck instead..kakakakah. so apek had to U-turn balik. Met hubby at cck and we had a walk at the pasar malam there, was just a short meeting tapi jadi lah kan..
As for sunday, hubby initially planned this and that but i guess he was too tired so he slept thru the day, only woke up a while in the afternoon to have dinner then he went back to sleep. just kemas2 rumah sikit while hubby was still zzzz. Then in the evening after hubby left for his niteshift, went to lot 1 jalan2 pat sana jap, then board the train for tampines, singgah tampines mall jap jalan2 there and did mini shopping before reaching mom's place.
btw there's this cute stray kitten at my mom's place *oh no citer kucing lagik* hehe..mom has been feeding it so it hangs ard in front of my mom's place quite often...kiut betol lah, mom nicknamed her sweetie, she likes to play with my mom's burmese siamese cat. tapi tak padan kecik, so hyper active and playful, and bila playful mood, adoi gurau dia kasar banget sih, tak padan gal..hehe..was thinkin of taking her home buat teman ngan si chappee tu, hmmm..coz previously when i brought chappee over to mom's place, this sweetie actually came over to chappee nak buat kawan, but sadly chappee who is almost triple sweetie's size, is actually afraid of that little kitten and went into hiding..lol.
here's some pics of that little darling kitten and hubby tgh keromos chappee (pic at bit dark tho), he'll always play submissive bila dikeromos and buat muka selamba.
look at chappee's ears macam kapal terbang nak landing :p
9:09 AM
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
after that sebelah petang will be going with Is to one of our hindu colleague's daughter puberty ceremony, first time attending this kind of ceremony..hehe. tempatnyer all the way in yishun plak tu..luckily Is is driving tomorrow and said she'll pick me up. Leh sep sikit tambang. Thanks Is :) As for sunday, hubby said before he goes for his niteshift, maybe we could catch a movie in the afternoon or something. but i was thinking nak ajak hubby gi grocery shopping...coz with him ard i can buy more things coz he can tolong angkatkan barang2 tu :p kalau me alone, terkial2 jugak nak bawak sumer barang2 tu.
itu saje lah criter saya for now. have a good weekend everyone :)
3:51 AM
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Thursday, June 09, 2005
Then one fine morning, i saw her running to the toilet, she said she felt nauseous and had to throw up. My heart skipped a beat, i suspected she was pregnant, accompanied her that afternoon to get the pregnancy test kit at watsons. That nite she sms-ed me with the good news. I had mixed feelings. I felt so happy for her and yet i felt down at the same time. I know with her being pregnant, i'm going to get more of the "now N already pregnant, when's ur turn?" from colleagues. I felt unlucky. I hated myself for feeling that way, but thank God that feeling went off just as quickly as it came. Of course i did get those never-ending dreaded questions but i just make up some excuses, and try not to let those kepo aunties/uncles questions get me down. Each time, she told me she felt her baby kicked, i felt just as excited (mcm saya pulak yg pregnant..kakkakah!), and i looked in awe when she showed me her full pregnant belly then..lol. i remember telling her eh seramnyer coz it looked so rounded and stretched to the max gitu. Then came the sms late one nite that she's having labour pain and going to hospital soon. i felt anxious too. early next morning, got a call from her hubby that she has just given birth to a bouncing baby girl. shared the news with colleagues in the office. went to visit her and her so small fragile looking but cute baby girl. she related to us her labour experience which made my stomach churn. But even tho stomach churning, i still yearn to be able to go thru that beautiful experience one day...
Anyway when i told her i dunno when my turn will be, she had this to say "takpe lah labi ko masih muda, enjoy puas-puas, saper tahu once u got one, u can't stop givin birth!" lol. hai labu, hopefully masin lah mulut ko tu..hehehe..suddenly missed her and her nonsense.
2:46 AM
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005
I had quite a simple weekend. My mood seems to be fluctuating like nobody's business when i'm at home. ntah lah naper. guess i'm still traumatised abt some things that have happened recently and all that stories i heard. on top of that, my over-imaginative mind likes to work overtime too :p Oh ya manage to snap this pic of chappee in his basket on saturday...one of those rare occasions where he'll rest in his own basket, and he gave me this mischevious look just as i was snapping his pic..hehehe
Then i had nothing better to do, decided to snap a pic of this "masterpiece" at home, wat i did with the unused fishing tank stand :p
Nothing much happened over the weekend, except hubby and me manage to do some jogging yesterday at the park. Jog for 1 round je dah macam nak pengsan so i started walking..but hubby pushed me to jog another round..hehehe..afterwhich i found my face turning all pinkish..lol. Then with our sweaty jogging attire, we went to have my favourite bubble tea drink at Lot 1 and jalan2 there for a while. I was hoping all the jogging would make me sleepy at nite. but still i was still wide awake at 11pm altho i felt tired...geram betol seh bila dah penat tapi susah nak terlelap ni. hubby had some paperwork to do...me decided to keep myself occupied, took out this antic file from the cupboard and pour out everything in that file onto the bed..hehehe...guess wat it is? kad/surat2 cinta time zaman dating dulu lah..kakakakah. was quite entertaining to read those things all over again. some made me laugh, some made smile, some made me sad..hehehe...and i just can't help but keep calling hubby whenever i found some amusing things that we wrote, kesian org tu nak buat paperwork dia pon tak senang. hehehe. but he too had a good laugh abt it.
Workwise, i just made a fool of myself at work today...abis lah nanti kalau boss dapat tahu. Nak tau wat happened. my boss phone rang, i pick up and greeted the caller. then i heard the voice on the other line. it sounded exactly like one of my nottie colleague in the office who always suka menyakat org. Me being so dumb, didn't even check the caller ID to confirm it was him, presumed thats him nak talk to my boss. My boss wasn't around anyway, so i decided to sakat him back coz me banyak kali kena sakat ngan dia gak...so i told him "oh its u ah, i regretted greeting u, anyway boss not around"..the person on the other line (who still sounded exactly like that mischevious colleague of mine) laughed and said "oh ok can i leave a msg for him then?" and silly me still can say "no i don't accept messages from u". The person on the other line started sounding confused and said "u mean now u don't take messages for him already?" and he kept saying hallo..and thats when i realised eh suara dia macam lain sikit lah. I took a peek at the caller ID and i know i'm in deep shit already. I apologised profusely to the caller and told him i mistook him for another staff. He just laughed half heartedly and said oh ok but must be careful lah. I felt sooo stupid!! He said he just called coz he wanted to check if my boss was free some time next week for lunch, i took down his number and tell him i'll pass the msg to my boss. Now if my boss knows wat i did, i'm going to get it. Heeelpppp!! Fadan muka saya *nangis*
3:55 AM
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Saturday, June 04, 2005
The Art of a Good Marriage -
Happiness in marriage is not something that just happens.
A good marriage must be created.
In marriage the little things are the big things.
It is never being too old to hold hands.
It is remembering to say "I love you" at least once a day.
It is never going to sleep angry.
It is at no time taking the other for granted;
the courtship should not end
with the honeymoon, it should continue through the years.
It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives.
It is standing together facing the world.
It is forming a circle of love that gathers the whole family.
It is doing things for each other, not in the attitude of duty or sacrifice,
but in the spirit of joy. It is speaking words of appreciation
and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.
It is not looking for perfection in each other.
It is cultivating flexibility, patience,
understanding and a sense of humor.
It is having the capacity to forgive and forget.
It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow old.
It is a common search for the good and the beautiful.
It is establishing a relationship in which the independence is equal,
dependence is mutual and the obligation is reciprocal.
It is not only about marrying the right partner, it is being the right partner.
3:35 AM
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Friday, June 03, 2005
Yesterday, 1 June, marks 10 yrs since that first phone call we had that leads to where we are now. Remembered hubby use to joke then that kononnyer kita ni mcm Romeo and Juliet *kes perasan lah ni* since both our names happen to start from the letters R and J. But its not always a bed of roses, we've had our share of ups and downs..stormy times as well. Hmm..eh naper today i'm sounding so jiwang ni. Takut ada yg menyampah or termuntah plak nanti baca entry jiwang2 ni..lol. aiyoh i also cannot tahan it when i read wat i wrote *hair standing*
Anyway thinking of changing my blogskin soon....with the help of kiccy of course :) suroh buat sendiri nanti lain plak jadinyer..hehehe..so better get the experts to help :)
9:26 AM
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
"Your Personality - Path Number 2 (Moon)
You are sensitive, emotional and possess a strong will. You cope well with pressure (ni part tak btol sgt nihh, tgk keadaan and situasi gak), and help others in crisis. You like compromise and prefer to maintain peace. (betot! ish mcm masok bakul angkat sendiri plak :p) Your arguementative nature may cause you problems. (aiyooohhh, terrible ah!)
You are active and dislike laziness. An optimistic and idealist, you always take the positive view in all situations. (hmmmmm..)You are peaceful, affectionate, and faithful to your loved ones. Although you may not get the same loyalty you shower on others, you still desire complete loyalty from your partner. You are a loving person and desire a partner who can love you back with the same depth. (quite true)
You are gentle, imaginative and intuitive, determined and ambitious. You prefer to be independent and dislike taking orders. (tak jugak lah, sometimes dependant and suka amik orders. bleh gitu?) You need guidance and in absence of a proper guide or a partner, you are disturbed. (can't agree more) You are a gifted person but may lack opportunities (me gifted? kelakau tol). This can make you insecure. Have faith on your inner strength, there is nothing impossible for you.
You will be successful in field of technology. Your craze is to expand your job or business opportunity abroad. (ni lagik kelakau)
Your dreams are high and you will achieve them with the present set up of your stars and will. (iye ke?) You are trying to come out of the restricted atmosphere to attain your goal of trading connected to foreign countries. (ntah apa merepek pulak ni, tak paham) You are strong and balanced within though over-emotional at times.
Your success is not far, wait for an opportunity (ok i wait long long). Success always depend on good chances, when you get them, sky will be your limit. (ah iye lah tu)"
6:37 AM
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