Tuesday, May 17, 2005
waited for hubby to finish work and off we went for the ewah2 bbq at nite. .it was my first time attending the ewah2 gathering. must say i felt quite nervous and excited at the same time. As tho to add to the excitement, hujan lebat plak on the way there. Reached ecp's carpark d1 ard 11.05pm, hubby quickly took out the umbrella and we started walking and searching where the ewah2 members were taking shelter. kilat sabung menyabung, was quite scary walking in the open like that, hurried our footsteps to the nearest shelter, hubby terpijak my foot plak on the way...grrrrr....as soon as we approached the nearest shelter, saw familiar faces ...hehehe...so happy to be able to meet the gang, whom all these while i had only seen their pics in their blogs. except for Ros, the rest were my first time meeting them. I was feeling shy...lidah kelu seribu bahasa..just exchanged the usual hellos and "hi"s...and was greeted by a warm hug by ros...hehe..*love u sista* U really crack me up sis and thanks for the warm welcome. So does koocchy, she looked so cute sitting there rocking from side to side with hands in her sweater while waiting for the rain to subside..hehehe
mintak maap if i'm rather quiet, i really am shy and clumsy sort..and not that good or should i say sucks in making ice-breaker conversations...thanks everyone for the warm welcome :) too bad didn't get to meet the others who had left earlier coz we reach there quite late, tunggu hubby abis keje dahhh...left ecp ard 1am..
To sis Ros if u are reading this entry, i just wanna say thanks so much for being there for me whenever i was down (and up as well). She's been like a mentor to me. Thanks for your frendship dear Ros :) Too bad gambar pelok2 kita yg ter-over tu bleh hilang plak *sob, sob*. Jgn lupa next time jumpa mesti pose maut tau..kakakakah.
Woke up on sunday morning feeling rejuvenated. Hubby was still asleep, and since he was going to do niteshift that day, i thot let's make good use of the time we had before he leaves for work...planned to date him out, looked thru the papers and check out for any nice movies that we could watch together. remembered few days back hubby suggested we watch House of Wax but it was at nite then, me being pengecot, i told him tak nak lah nanti balik rumah i can't sleep after that. but since now lagi siang terang benderang kan, i thot why not. Woke hubby up and told him lets go have breakfast together first. Blom sempat bilang my hubby abt the plans i had in mind for the day, my hp rang. It was my FIL. he asked to speak to hubby, i know wat he wanted. and next moment both father and son quarreling over the phone again *sigh* really spoiled my mood. We met FIL soon after that together with hubby, hubby tried talking things out with him, but he snapped at hubby and hubby end up snapped at him also. I had enuff already, its always abt the same old thing so i lost my temper at both of them :( sick and tired of all this lah...my whole day was ruined. felt really upset. needed someone to talk to, so i called mom and talked to her, i know its a bad idea to be talking abt wats happening between fil and hubby to my own mom, but i don't care already lah, really needed to hear her comforting voice. hoped hubby and his dad resolve watever issues they have with each other peacefully soon.
after hubby left for his niteshift, i went to mom's place as usual. but i felt lousy, due to wat happened earlier, i didn't get to spend quality time with hubby at all. I missed him yet when he called me from work, didn't feel like talking to him and shorten the conversation..sheesh, such a complicated being i am, don't even understand myself sometimes. Had difficulty sleeping again. nasib baik ada sis Ros to layan my sms-es again *hugggzzz*...hehehe...sampai batt hp dia flat dibuatnyer! cian dia..
its lunchtime already..better get something to eat...hujan2 ni peyot lapau.
4:20 AM
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