But sadly i'm having so much turmoils in my own personal life now. Feeling so stressed out. Everything just looks gloomy now. Feel angry, frustrated, sad, disappointed, torn, everything lah all roll into one. Feel like i'm close to suffering from a breakdown if i don't learn to relax. Just feel so blue and wish i could have someone here with me now to just give me a pat on this bony shoulders of mine and tell me everything will be ok. *sigh*