i remember how i would end up spending lots of $$ sometimes when i was going thru a rather similar phase then..but i can't afford to be doing the same thing now...dun really have the mood to indulge in shopping these days either..but then again who knows if i really have the moolahs spilling, the mood might come. apa jeee...
then i found that i'm no longer addicted to bubble tea. have gone without it for couple of weeks now and on those occasional times i bought it, i couldn't really finish the drink. maybe its coz of my appetite which hasn't fully recovered?
i need all the positivities i can get...
Kemanisan dan kepahitan yg dilalui bersama, made the journey more worthwhile. Though it may hv gotten really tough at times, but looking at it all beyond the surface, the hidden blessings are plenty too..
To the husband: I am thankful to Him for you, tho we r just temporary loan to each other in this temporary world. And even tho I hardly say it out aloud, u know tat i luv u (in the best and worst times)...(phew, i realised as get older, it gets tougher to openly spill out isi hati cam ni..)
May Allah guide us both to the right path. Amin.
Forgive me when i felt like i can't take it anymore.
Forgive me when i transgressed.
Forgive me when i am distracted by worldly tests
Forgive me when emotions overwhelmed me...
Forgive me for repeating the same mistakes again.
Forgive me for forgetting the intentions...
all i need is You...and nothing else to keep me going...
only You can ease the difficulties...only You can heal...
only You can make the impossible seems easy
only You can renew the worn out patience...
only You can strengthen the wobbly iman.
i don't want to go astray again...
Help me ya Allah...i know You are near...
nearer than i could imagine...
It has been another year of learning journey... the good, the bad, the unbelievable, ...everything happened for a reason...sometimes we don't even know whats the reason behind it. only Allah is the All-knowing.
But one thing we all know is that, we are getting older =P hopefully wiser too...insya Allah, for the experiences in life brings valuable lessons to each one of us in its own unique ways.
This life could get unbearably tough if not for Allah's help and guidance. gotta hold on dearly onto Him in this journey and transition to the next real world, for this ain't the real world...
... "God made the illusion look real and the real an illusion"...
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aXSw3QV9ByE
Go thru the trials of life, the little of little trials
And prepare yourself for the long journey
In His obedience, you win both life on earth and the hereafter
And in His obedience, there is pride for the humiliated slave
Go thru the trials of life, the little of little trials
And prepare yourself for the long journey
And in His disobedience, there is shame and fire
And in such distance (from your Lord), you shall only find humiliation
Go thru the trials of life, the little of little trials
And prepare yourself for the long journey
So do not disobey your Lord, and obey Him, always
For you might be luckily accepted
Go thru the trials of life, the little of little trials
And prepare yourself for the long journey
And our Lord grants His blessings at all times
And offers salaam at sunset and sunrise
To the Messenger (Prophet Muhammad s.a.w) who brought in good tidings
The seal of the Prophets, the guide, the leader